Its Time...

They all tell me that its time...time to move on and start from scratch

Time to heal the wound, to generate a new set of memories

Time to think of better things, and to wake up to a new dream

Time to forget those nightmares, and stop being masochistic

Time to heal myself and to regenerate bonds of friendship

Time to bring back my broken trust, and to believe in love

Time to organize my life and to live it on my terms...

They all tell me its time....to heal and move on...

But I dont know

If it actually is time

Where I could forget all those hurt feelings,

And keep my aching heart on hold

If I could start afresh,

And bridge the gaping hole

If I could believe in love again

And trust others with my love

They tell me its time...but is it time I wonder.....

Aankho me...

आँखों  में  तेरी  है  एक  जादू ,

चेहरे  पे  है  एक  कशिश ,

दिल  यह  हो  रहा  मेरा  बेकाबू 

तुझे  पाने  की  है  कोशिश 

नजाने  कैसी   यह  चाहत  है … 

जाने  कैसा  सुरूर 

तेरा  ही  नशा  छाया है 

तेरा  ही  मुझ  को  जूनून 

एक  आदत   सि  हो  गयी  है  जैसे ,

तुझे  देखे  बिना  चैन  नहीं  है 

हर  तरफ  बस  एक  तेरी  ही  सूरत  है 

नजरो  के  सामने  नहीं , फिर  भी  साथ  हो 

आस   पास  नहीं , फिर  भी  एक  एहसास  हो 

रूह  का  सुकून , इबादत  हो  मेरी  तुम 

मेरी  मंजिल  ,साहिल  हो  मेरी  तुम …

तुम्हारे  बिना  कहाँ  जाऊंगा  मैं ,

 मेरा  सरमाया  हो …मेरा  किनारा  हो  तुम …

Till Forever...

They say its the Essence

Intoxicates me your very presence

I can't bear my existence

In your absence

The love that grows

To me the way it shows

Like a guiding star

Up above at par

With the two different worlds

To which we belong

With this love so pure

Meant only for me, I am so sure

The absence of fear

Thrills my very core

Want you to be near

With me till forever...

The Sun on my Face

Its around half past ten in the morning...the sun is bright on my window...yet I fail to understand how is it that the temperature maintains to be -1!!!

I often wonder how easily we took the sun for granted back home....and how happy I become here the moment I wakeup to find the sunlight slowly caressing my room....its amazing,  the difference in perspective, just because I am in a different country!!!

It also makes me wonder if I always loved the sun so or is it just a reflex reaction to being in a place which is famous for having very low temperatures.... but I guess there is no way to find out now.... because the moment I will be home I will have all these words in my head...and again reflexively love the SUN( sighs!)